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Grotesque Deformation Demo

by Doom Pig

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1.
Swan Dive 05:53
Quite hard to just dive right into life with a foot still stuck in depression this demeaning debris from the past crushing like solid concrete to your limbs Please just get me now in some minds, there’s more than it should unconscious wisdom Seemingly chaotic yet the most important to me now what would you expect me to do? Gaining more insight to the world every hour regardless the imminence All that's mine an entire thoughtscape now fell, slipped, ripped into a mosaic – Shattering I collect the pieces, I guess the abyss isn't far from this Who will catch - catch my fall? Under this one sun we would just come undone, eradicated by damage done, realizing now the lying on myself deep down I know it is true: We begin a disintegration the urge – to disengage it grows so irresistibly profound Out of time all that I call mine, this bloody body shrine, I was sure, it just had to die, had to dissolve I stand by entwined, now no longer aligned the ship is sinking now The only way is inside devoured by a fever daydream blacker my eyes cannot turn in a grotesque deformation plunging inside slowly the thoughts cooling down! No There is a light in despairing an aesthetic force in the blankest ugliness I feel this strong compassion with the inner child Then sudden realization that this wall was just a farce now I’m forceless in rebirth trespassing the glass The emotional deprivation decreasing at last I realize how I never really had to change myself
2.
We no longer feed them to the pigs as it's easier to sell and feed the pigs to them and make them pay with the money they earned from us doing jobs that open them a sad fucking mimicry We sold them their enlightenment Made them construct their own dirty cage And we tested everything on rats all the food, the drugs, our dark psychology The genetical difference – so ridiculously small Pearls to the swine, such a bitter testimony Give praise to their heathen guide! Help them find comfort in their moldy graves An army of apes, slaves in a common agreement sure, you're free man, yet each other's disgrace You will rather be just a slave, you could see your own grave, chronically feel de- pressed slightly, never free, drives you mad, in a mad society, that maybe exceed agreements here you face the peak of evil deeds, the greed of a high elite, limitless in open markets so possessed their stepping on carcasses A Self-sustaining system perfectly designed to meet our needs in wealthy lives all the cost paid by the pious worker bees so glad to work in comfortable Hives. Their lives abused - like animals they milk and consume An army of apes, slaves in a common agreement sure, you're free man, yet each other's disgrace A global slaveyard
3.
Nowhere to go from here limbs paralyzed as in ice, you're witnessing cell death in larger scale, irreversible dis-ease is spreading taking over your body Nowhere to go - from this calamity no senses but consternation crops of self-humiliation auto tortured aiming to this sanctioning your weak emotion ridden consciousness that you see unworthy of being alive Observe your body now rot down on this forest floor turning to moss sick deconstruction of organs realizing your decay all hope has left, the branches lying broken on the ground No doctor can save you now this crossing the point of no return the self-inflicted hatred shall inescapably burn Down. Until there's nothing left to hate you let the decomposers feed on skin, your body shall be their shrine as it enfolds its fate entwined biologically designed transcendence to higher states you shall descend Crushing your naive belief of permanence in this life, there’s an end to everything unholy, so cruelly exceptionless. All your being steers undone as you bite the dust this is your only spiritual awakening from this earthly place Nowhere to go - from this calamity no senses but consternation crops of self-humiliation auto tortured aiming to this sanctioning your weak emotion ridden consciousness that you see unworthy of being alive Observe your body now rot down on this forest floor turning to moss

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released September 11, 2017

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