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Quite hard to just dive right into life
with a foot still stuck in depression
this demeaning debris from the past
crushing like solid concrete to your limbs

Please just get me now
in some minds, there’s more than it should
unconscious wisdom

Seemingly chaotic yet the most important to me now
what would you expect me to do?
Gaining more insight to the world every hour
regardless the imminence

All that's mine
an entire thoughtscape now fell, slipped, ripped into
a mosaic – Shattering
I collect the pieces, I guess the abyss isn't far from this
Who will catch - catch my fall?

Under this one sun we would just come undone,
eradicated by damage done,
realizing now the lying on myself
deep down I know it is true:

We begin
a disintegration
the urge – to disengage
it grows so irresistibly profound

Out of time
all that I call mine, this bloody body shrine, I was sure,
it just had to die,
had to dissolve
I stand by entwined, now no longer aligned
the ship is sinking now

The only way is inside
devoured by a fever daydream
blacker my eyes cannot turn
in a grotesque deformation plunging inside
slowly the thoughts cooling down!

No
There is a light in despairing
an aesthetic force in the blankest ugliness
I feel this strong compassion
with the inner child

Then sudden realization that this wall was just a farce
now I’m forceless in rebirth trespassing the glass
The emotional deprivation decreasing at last
I realize how I never really had to change myself

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from Grotesque Deformation Demo, released September 11, 2017

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