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Swan Dive
05:53
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Quite hard to just dive right into life
with a foot still stuck in depression
this demeaning debris from the past
crushing like solid concrete to your limbs
Please just get me now
in some minds, there’s more than it should
unconscious wisdom
Seemingly chaotic yet the most important to me now
what would you expect me to do?
Gaining more insight to the world every hour
regardless the imminence
All that's mine
an entire thoughtscape now fell, slipped, ripped into
a mosaic – Shattering
I collect the pieces, I guess the abyss isn't far from this
Who will catch - catch my fall?
Under this one sun we would just come undone,
eradicated by damage done,
realizing now the lying on myself
deep down I know it is true:
We begin
a disintegration
the urge – to disengage
it grows so irresistibly profound
Out of time
all that I call mine, this bloody body shrine, I was sure,
it just had to die,
had to dissolve
I stand by entwined, now no longer aligned
the ship is sinking now
The only way is inside
devoured by a fever daydream
blacker my eyes cannot turn
in a grotesque deformation plunging inside
slowly the thoughts cooling down!
No
There is a light in despairing
an aesthetic force in the blankest ugliness
I feel this strong compassion
with the inner child
Then sudden realization that this wall was just a farce
now I’m forceless in rebirth trespassing the glass
The emotional deprivation decreasing at last
I realize how I never really had to change myself
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Global Slaveyard
03:39
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We no longer feed them to the pigs
as it's easier to sell and feed the pigs to them
and make them pay with the money they earned from us
doing jobs that open them a sad fucking mimicry
We sold them their enlightenment
Made them construct their own dirty cage
And we tested everything on rats
all the food, the drugs, our dark psychology
The genetical difference – so ridiculously small
Pearls to the swine, such a bitter testimony
Give praise to their heathen guide!
Help them find comfort in their moldy graves
An army of apes, slaves in a common agreement
sure, you're free man, yet each other's disgrace
You will rather be just a
slave, you could see your own
grave, chronically feel de-
pressed slightly, never
free, drives you mad, in a
mad society, that
maybe exceed agreements
here you face the
peak of evil deeds,
the greed of a high elite,
limitless in open markets
so possessed their stepping on carcasses
A Self-sustaining system perfectly designed
to meet our needs in wealthy lives
all the cost paid by the pious worker bees
so glad to work in comfortable
Hives. Their lives abused -
like animals they milk and consume
An army of apes, slaves in a common agreement
sure, you're free man, yet each other's disgrace
A global slaveyard
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Necrotic Life
04:36
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Nowhere to go from here
limbs paralyzed as in ice, you're
witnessing cell death
in larger scale, irreversible
dis-ease is spreading
taking over your body
Nowhere to go - from this calamity
no senses but consternation
crops of self-humiliation
auto tortured aiming to this sanctioning your weak
emotion ridden consciousness that you see
unworthy of being alive
Observe your body now rot
down on this forest floor
turning to moss
sick deconstruction of organs
realizing your decay
all hope has left,
the branches lying broken on the ground
No doctor can save you now
this crossing the point of no return
the self-inflicted hatred shall inescapably burn
Down. Until there's nothing left to hate
you let the decomposers feed on
skin, your body shall be their shrine
as it enfolds its fate entwined
biologically designed transcendence
to higher states you shall descend
Crushing your naive belief of permanence in this life, there’s an end to everything unholy, so cruelly exceptionless. All your being steers undone as you bite the dust this is your only spiritual awakening from this earthly place
Nowhere to go - from this calamity
no senses but consternation
crops of self-humiliation
auto tortured aiming to this sanctioning your weak
emotion ridden consciousness that you see
unworthy of being alive
Observe your body now rot
down on this forest floor
turning to moss
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